Uninspired

That is the only way that I can describe the way I feel right now. I am completely and utterly uninspired with the state of things.

My life is amazing, hands down, sure thing. I have a mother who loves me and cares for me, a boy who I want to spend the rest of my life with, a job, and a brain that I think is going to take me pretty far in this journey.

Why then, am I so uninspired? I think I might have an answer, but maybe I’m just a fool who doesn’t really know why he’s talking about… but let me take a jab at it.

Some people can draw inspiration from just about anything. Unfortunately, I cannot. I have problems drawing inspiration from individuals, and usually require a “cause” of some sort. Only certain individuals can really give me inspiration and those would be Jesse, my Mother, and the random person who comes across every now and then and just… inspires me.

As for right now, I’m alone at the house and mom is gone at Dale’s house and Jesse is very busy at his house cleaning because his mother likes to keep him from me.

All in all this leaves me “uninspired.”

Would the “Dawson’s Creek Marathon” that I’m watching also place me into an uninspired mood?

Probably.