Not Much to Blog About

The Morning Weigh in: I DON’T KNOW! Lalalaalala. Jajaajajaja. Hahahaha.

I don’t want to turn this blog into a political blog, so I wont. It’s supposed to be just about whatever I want to write about, and kind of an escape from things. At least, that’s what want to take from it.

I have a lot of friends who are going through relationship problems at the moment, and it makes me really sad because I feel all the time that I’m very much in love.

I said I wasn’t gonna blog about my relationship because hey, what good could come from that? I’ll keep that private, or if I care to talk about it, I’ll talk about it to you in person.

All you guys need to know is that I am in love forever, and that Jesse is the most amazing boy in the entire world. And that will be all on that.

I love you guys, I just wish there was more to blog about lol!

I guess I could talk about Christian Rock! Lol, Chris Tomlin’s actually pretty good. But whatever.

Bye all!

Today Has Not Been Good

Could that title become a theme? Perhaps. Am I just feeling sorry for myself? I dunno. Probably not, but then again I’m probably overreacting just a bit.

Oh well. On with the blog.

Morning Weigh-in: 212. lbs. My body is weird, what can I say?

So I went to school today. It blew. My teeth hurt like a bitch. Oh well. I couldn’t take my percocet because I had to drive. Boohoo.

I called in sick to work, then went to say hi to Jesse before going home, eating some potatoes, and picking him up from school so I could go back home and take some meds. I’m home and he’s been grounded by his mother but I’m holding off on the meds to alleviate my pain because he might be able to do something or something and I might have to go to the mall to buy a bag.

An unequivocally bad day.

Til’ Tomorrow.

Uninspired

That is the only way that I can describe the way I feel right now. I am completely and utterly uninspired with the state of things.

My life is amazing, hands down, sure thing. I have a mother who loves me and cares for me, a boy who I want to spend the rest of my life with, a job, and a brain that I think is going to take me pretty far in this journey.

Why then, am I so uninspired? I think I might have an answer, but maybe I’m just a fool who doesn’t really know why he’s talking about… but let me take a jab at it.

Some people can draw inspiration from just about anything. Unfortunately, I cannot. I have problems drawing inspiration from individuals, and usually require a “cause” of some sort. Only certain individuals can really give me inspiration and those would be Jesse, my Mother, and the random person who comes across every now and then and just… inspires me.

As for right now, I’m alone at the house and mom is gone at Dale’s house and Jesse is very busy at his house cleaning because his mother likes to keep him from me.

All in all this leaves me “uninspired.”

Would the “Dawson’s Creek Marathon” that I’m watching also place me into an uninspired mood?

Probably.

First Blog of Re-Launch... Learning to Use Blogger... No Relationship Stuff... Except for the Amazing Parts... And Yeah.

Well, first of all I sort of want to explain the format of this blog. It will always start with a morning weigh-in. You see, I am a fat man in a constant fight to lose weight, and if I’m not fighting to lose it, actively gaining it. So it should be a fun tool for me to watch my weight loss/gain and for you all to ridicule of praise me. Whatever is clever.

I’m going to be talking about the everyday occurrences of my life, stuff on the job, at school, and things I do alone. Although I’m not generally alone because of my amazing boyfriend Jesse who I love and we spend all of the time together we can. I love him so much, he’s amazing!

I might blog to friends, or talk about friends, so if you don’t want to be blogged about… tell me please, and I wont.

And I wont ever blog about my relationship with my baby, Jesse because that stays between he and I.

And now… on with the post:

Morning Weigh-in: 220.4

I am a fat ass. The other day I weighed 207 I swear. Then I got my fucking wisdom teeth removed and the doctors started to make me eat potatoes. Constantly potatoes.

Potatoes make me fat.

Anyway, today I started school and it was not all that fun. I got to see Maggie and spend time with some friends, but all in all I am definitely not looking forward to this year. Here’s the rundown of my school schedule:

1) Film Study (Bush) – Mr. Bush is a fabulously gay man who teaches Drama and now, apparently, Film Study. It’s an amazing class filled with people I love (save for one nameless asshole whom you all can probably guess haha). And it’s going to be a year of watching movies. It’s going to be a blast.

2) AP English 7-8 (Henzel) – Henzel… what an amazing woman. What else can I say? She was an amazing English teacher my sophomore year, and she will be amazing this year. She’s a wonderful woman and I cant WAIT to have her for English again… And Maggie sits behind me in class!!!!!!

3) AP Government (Stiles) – New teacher, what can I say… there are some people I like in the class and Maggie sits behind me. Sweet.

4) Aide (McClaren) – I aide for the amazing Mrs. McClaren (PS She’s freaking amazing.)

After school today I had to go to traffic court. That was a drag.

Til tomorrow…

Because All I Can do is Endure

Well, I guess I’m going to start blogging again. It will be a running commentary on anything I want it to be on that day. About the only consistent things about it will be the morning weigh-in (and yes, I do mean poundage). That will start tomorrow.

This blog was originally called the “Cause Enduring” because I fancied this blog as some sort of democratic youth rallying point… I have changed a whole hell of a lot since then, to say the least.

Now it’s title, “The Cause Enduring” focuses more on what we try to o everyday… to endure. Tomorrow, I will formally launch the new blog. Weigh-in and all.

I will try to post daily but as always… no promises.

-Stephen